Months of hope, expectations and yearning, dashed in moments of stupidity. When does somebody give in to ignorance and the folly of humanity? At what point do we just throw up our arms in exasperation, shaking our heads at the silliness of it all, the utter futility. The madness overtakes all. You sit and watch somebody lying to their self, thinking that the harder they believe the more likely it is that it will become true. Nothing will change this, it is what it is. The harder you try to swim against the current the faster you are swept away, to be dashed on rocks. We are all so much wreckage and broken bodies. Our broken dreams floating lopsided on the surface of wakefulness.